Long ago I made my mark here.  Unfortunately I only scratched the surface on a huge wall and it got lost for a while.  During renovations and upgrades, I see this tiny mark and think wow I need to fix that mark.  So here I am making my mark a little deeper in the wall. 

Its been quiet here.  We moved.  I now have this huge house to do what I want with.  So for now I am remodeling and painting and getting it ready to be a better home.  My books and my sanctuary stuff is all packed up but I have a place for my altar all ready to go. 

I am pagan.  I have been for some time.  But you know sometimes life gets so busy we forget who we are.  We get out of the rhythm of the moon.  I don't know when the full moon is anymore and it makes me sad.  My spiritual life is off.  I think day to day that I need to focus and MAKE time to sit and meditate.  To read and be at peace.  I hope that once things calm down I will find a permanence that will allow me to do that.  But for now I know I need to make time to connect.  Get back in with the cycles of the earth and the moon.

Its easy to forget who you are.  But you never forget what you truly believe.  So starting today I am saying this is who I am and this is what I will do.  Find me again.

Hugs,

Sweet

I have a couple friends that have asked what it is.  My myspace page says I am a pagan mommy so that stemmed of few of the questions.  How do you answer that question?  I believe my reply ran along the lines of a nature based religion.  Enuf said.  A few are like okay and nothing else is said but its those few that want me to explain further that stump me.  I know what I believe but to explain it to someone who only knows what a bible is.... that's hard.  I've went on to say I believe in more than one god.. a female and male god.. Usually after that the questions stop. 

So what does it mean to be pagan??

My paganism is a very personalized mixture of kitchen witch, mother earth, and a little hedge witch.  Its not one thing but a mix of everything I personally relate to.  The cycles, the earth, green living, feng shui, magic, the moon, the goddess... Does it sound like a religion?  I don't know but its what I believe in and what path I follow. 

How do you explain something like that?